it was so akward, i wanted to start a convorsation, but i didn't know what to say...

ooc: i have to go eat a late luch bc i didn't have anything fo luch so i'll b back!

my eyes lit up and i was so happy! i couldn't belive it, i was actually going to have a boyfriend before i died, and he felt tha same about me as i did to him! " thats the same with me... ever since i met you, my life changed, but in a good way. and i realized, we were made this way for a reason, so here goes... i like you." i said and it wasn't awkward anymore. i went back to my bed and sat down, facing him waiting for a reply.

my hopes dropped right to the floor and it was akward again. "okay, i won't stand for this!" i said angrily standing up. "i have the courage to tell you that i like you, and you don't tell me back?" i calmed down but i alost cried. "do you love me or not?" i asked very faintly.

"you do?" i asked and i was happy again. so happy that a tear ran down my cheek. "uhhh, i gue...*sniff*...i guess i'll go to bed now..." i said and layed down. every night the stomach aches and the heavy breathing were a regular thing for me now, and for julian, but one night, mine stopped. i woke up, but it wasn't because of the stomach aches and the choughing or the heart burn, it was because i didn'y have any of them. "julian? are you awake?" i whispered waiting for a reply.

"i'm not coughing anymore. Is it possible, for a person to...you know...overcome cancer?" i asked like i was getting better but it sounded like he was getting worse. "i'll be right back, i'm going to ask a nurse..." i said getting up and leaving the room and going out into the hallway. I walked to the front desk where a kind-looking young woman was sitting. "may i help you?" she asked. "ummm, i actually have a question for you."I told her. "is it possible for someone to overcome cancer? because ever since iv'e been in this hospital, iv'e had to get shots and oxogyen at night because of my stomach aches and heart burn, but it didn't happen tonight." she looked at me like she was thinking hard. "well what is your name sweetheart?" she asked and faced her computer setting her hands on the keyboard ready to search me up. "June Singer." i said and she asked me, "so you have blood cancer? i'll sned you in for a blood testing. " she said and called someone to the front desk.

the kind nurse that takes care of me when i wake up at night, was the one to draw my blood. she took some tests with it and came over to me "your...cured! i honestly don'y know how, but it's a miricle!" i couldn't bellive it i hopped off the bed and jumped up and down with joy andi hugged the nurse. i looked up at her and started sobbing tears of joy. "your free to leave now!" she said and at that piont, i wasn't thinking about my life, or my family, or my friends, all i could think about was Julian. I ran back to the room as fast as i could, and when i got there i was panting for breath.

"yeah i'm cured! i went over and hugged him." but then i stated crying but not good tears. "she said i had to.....leave"

"i know i do, but you do too, and i'm not leaving you. no matter what. i love you..." i said kissing himm on the fore head.

"i love you more that any one or any thing. i would die for you and i would give you the world. i do love you." i said crying, just hoping he would overcome cancer like i did, but every day was the same coughing and stomach aches. i would go home and pray every night for him, and just hope that the next day, that he'll still be there when i came.

Ooc: i an crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Julian died the day after our wedding and i read the note. he still had the other half of my heart and i visited his grave every day.i planted my favorite kind of flowers there, tulips, and there was one blue and one pink. to my suprise, they stayed growning all year-round, even in the winter. ever since Julian died, i could still feel his happy loving spirit around me and whenever the wind blows, i can hear his voice whisperering "i love you" and i won't forget when we first met, in the hospital. He loves me so much, and i love him and our love still lives, but like he said, this is why we live. <3

THE END!!!!!! soooo sad... :P :D :)